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ohhh babyyyy. --fake dancing-- I went mad today. I went shopping, bought six badges,[one has 'I <3 Jesus' on it. Shexaaay.] another studded belt, a purse worthy of the King Queen, +&a new eyeliner. Then, I got on the bus to go home, but fell asleep&missed my stop. Cleverrr. &it took an hour to run through the whole thing again. When I finally got home,I opened all my un--opened letters, wrote tom a really long slushy email telling him how much he means to me, made coffee. Yesness. The people! The people! <3

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There is a cafe up the road from the college that is called the Dinosaur Cafe. How fuckingcool is that?

lyke omfgzzz. new aol scn:; Iike omfgz yeah. IM me on that. The 'L' in like is a capital I. I am the mistress of the guitar...I'm going to write 10 random facts about me. For the sake of it:;

&!%1:; I like some classical music. The Mozart--y stuff.
&!%2:; I don't get much sleep, unless I fall asleep in conversations, lessons, bus trips, etc. I do that.
&!%3:; My room is tiny. ++really messy.
&!%4:; I own six pair of Converses, &one pair of knee high black++pink skull print creepers[watch the video for Boulevard of Broken Dreams--they're the shoes that Billie Joe is wearing.].
&!%5:; I have green++blue fairy lights in my room.
&!%6:; I draw on myself. &other people.
&!%7:; I look at some people's xanga's but never comment. I'm shyyy.
&!%8:; I have really sharp side teeth. Vampiiiire.
&!%9:; Apples own me.
&!%10:; Cutting out pictures from fashion magazines&sticking them on my walls whilst listening to heavy metal reallyreallyreally loud is what I do when I'm angry.

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I--Love--Tom. He just did my eyeliner. I look amazing now. I didn't mean for that to sound like it did. But I do, thanks to his fantastic red++black eyeliner techniques. He's watching me. Silly emo boys. He's wearing my I <3 Jesus badge. Now he asks me 'what are you writing in?' I say 'my xanga.' He says 'oh. tell them they're all fucking hottttt.' You're all fucking hottttt. Isn't tom sweet? Okay, we're going now. To check out the Dinosaur Cafe. We'll have fun. Byebye.

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SCHOOLS OUT! FUCKYES! FREEDOM! 

 I just met someone so cute I want to keep them in my pocket and feed them bits of bread. everyone okay? and when do you all split up from hell? ahh...no school...

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fuck meeee. just decorated the christmas tree. looks weird. as in, really colorful. two sets of lights, and a hundred twinkly glittery &+ pretty little decorations. love it.

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this little girl wants to cry
this little girl likes to scream her heart out
this little girl sits alone at lunch
this little girl hates you right now
this little girl wants to be beautiful
this little girl threw her life away
this little girl stabs people in the back
this little girl hides in her room
this little girl is very angry at the world
this little girl stands in the rain
this little girl...

...just wants to be loved.

stupidmotherfuckinginspiration.

Yes. Today was boring. I split up with Jamie, he's a fucking wankerrr. A good looking wankerrr. But he knows it. I hate Maria soeffingmuch. I spoke to Phil today for the first time in...ages. Apparently everyone calls him werewolf now. Freaky. Then I walked down the hill with him without realising I WAS GOING THE WRONG WAY. Oops. Capslock abuse. Yesss I have a killer headache. Why do people try to walk me into the road? I know I'm stupid&a bitch&annoying&a bad friend but...I can't be that bad. Can I?

aghhhh. i am now eating peanut butter sandwiches by fours. i feel slightly sick. i have a headache. meh. i guess the sound of sonny moore screaming about tragedies in one ear isn't exactly helping, either. but i can't turn it off. its too good.

my hair's having an identity crisis today. the ends have gone all spiky&flicky&stuff. but i won't complain about it, cause it looks okay. i lost my red eyeliner. i can't believe it. so i'm having to use red lipstick instead of it. its good, but not the same. give me food. just not with peanut butter in it. for the love of god. please.

tom just told me what one of my annoying/mean habits was:;

tom:; hollii...
me:; yes?
tom:; you have a really mean personality trait. and it really is mean.
me:; yes. tell me which one.
tom:; well...its the one where you hate people with bad hair. its shallow. and annoying. if you see someone with bad hair, you're like 'i need to kill them.' or you snub them or insult them. i do that. but not on the level you do it.

O___o. blame tony blair.